1. |
A Brush With Life
01:26
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My brain became a letter box
Spitting friendly acids all over face
And smiling as it slides off –
Happiness as - like how basement shows
And pretty people
And cups of coffee
To keep us all awake
Will be the thing
That might get me home today
Screaming joyously to say;
“For tonight at last I am bright yellow
And flipping birds to blues and greens”
But only surrendering when
All inhibitions just unfolded
Melt away – no one’s left crying
Just brush it away
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2. |
Painkiller
02:01
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Make it like the closed shades
With blinds drawn in closed circles
And the redundancy & checks
Are acid waves to break at our ankles
Swallow whole the small red bits
It may even slight up the shade
Or saturate the hurt with spit
And think we're breaking into better days
Make it like a locked door
For 2 weeks at a time
And homicide can be legal
If the victim gets a prescription pills
Goes down easier if you have
Something sedative and a glass of water shot into
The biggest vein somewhere above the heart
I act like I don't know but I'm just pretending to be smart
Painkillers are just cracking joints, at once it lifts it all, only to have all the two tons come back four fold.
I wish I had something
To make this go away
A little downer
To get on the up & up
But I'm not giving up
On my brain or on my heart
I want to the pain to remind me I'm alive
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3. |
Peacegull
00:42
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Seagulls holding olive branches
They’re busy propagating peace
While breaking away clouds
And digging up the trash
To clean up in the area
Around our pacing feet
If we would let these birds finish
The ground would be a cleaner place
Earth moving towards solidarity
Not among just men but the winged
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4. |
Smile & Wave
01:46
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A success then as a waitress
But now things are even better
Mom I hope you'll get my letter
Now I've finally made it to the big time
I'm now working in a musical so don't mind me if I talk in rhyme
Whoops! There I go again!
At the red carpet at some award show
Smile & wave for my life
White dwarves may last but super giants kick ass
Be just like you want me to
I made a killing on the neon screen
Stay away from the ghetto 'cept for charity
World I hope you get my message
Poverty and illness need to end!
While I travel 'round the world & burn gas in
My first-class Mercedes Benz
At the red carpet at some award show
Smile & wave for my life
White dwarves may last but super giants kick ass
Be just like you want me to
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5. |
Do The Death Ball
01:51
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Do the death ball
Do the wolf call
To the firestorm
Do the moonsault
I'll pinch out your eyeballs
And I will knife at your fat rolls
I'll wring your neck just like a towel
And it soaked up the Red Sea
Your fingers getting caught in the car window
Speed off a cliff 500 feet down
And you tell me you see the value in death?
You're gonna tell me you see the value in death?
Do the death ball
Do the wolf call
To the firestorm
Do the moonsault
Every bone inside your body
Is broken verily & for a good reason
You commit one safety treason
By exiting a moving car/roller coaster
And you took on a grizzly bear
Communist or otherwise
What a shitty idea that was
Now you're gone forever, forever, forever
You're in pieces on the floor
You're in pieces on the living room floor
You cut off your own head, you heard it was a good idea
You cut off your own head
And your legs, and your feet, and everything else
You really loved your parents
If you'd only followed their platitudes...
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6. |
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Something is missing from my days
But my finger it cannot place
I own one-thousand records
But my room it has no sound
If I bother eat food
It’ll all just come back out
Might as well rip out my stomach
And do away with all my gout
My tongue gets bloody from all the biting
Holding back all the words I don’t want to say;
Like fuck yourself and all your ambition
You wanna get married and get a high paying job?
I’ll subsist quietly off my own means
That’s the only thing that I’ll say I need
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7. |
Spring Grass
03:05
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I’m sittin’ under a tree
I have some shade from the heat
I feel content
Like I never have before
I could sit all day
Maybe take a nap
Read a book, never look
At the sick world all around me
In the grass in the grass in the grass in the grass...
I’ll blind my eyes
So I can’t see it
In the light of the Sun
Almost gets like boring seems fun
Oooooooo
Ahhhhhhh
Oooooooo
Ahhhhhhh
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8. |
8:50
03:00
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Haven't got the time
I'm on the way
Have other motivations
Then what I would ever say
And I'll never learn
With such distractions so near
And I'll never learn
How to cope with this fear
That somebody knows
How frozen waters flow
I would surely drown
If only after to breathe you in
When its passing through my head
I just kick my feet against my desk
A heart will surely speak
What eyes could never show
What the mouth don't want to speak
By that turn I'm feeling weak
And I don't think anybody knows
How these frozen waters flow
5-0 lost as to the means
By which I fall into your light beams
Fall out as fast as I came in
45 pass - fuck every single dream
The eyes in my head & in my mind
Don't agree on their living scope
Perfect frozen waters can
Drown you if they overflow
I'll keep myself down low
So everyone can still breath air
(If only I still get to breath fresh air
I don't know if I care about anything else anymore
That's all that matters to me
Just to keep breathing)
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9. |
I'll Be The Virus
01:19
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I can never be seen
But rest assured I'll fuck this all up
I won't breathe easy
Unless I'm in 50 different places
And expanding
And mutating
Until I'm in you forever
It could all be benign
Or I could just up and take your life
What's important is that we'll find out together
If you kill me and I die
With my cell drones
I'll go down fighting
And happy knowing I'm not alone
My bygone lover
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10. |
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Some of you remind me
Of those days I was awkward
How you pushed me out here
When I couldn't look you in the eye
So please leave now before I break
I have a repression to practice
How for one moment I
Fell from her catonically
While we were trying to save the helpless
But you were already gone – fucking away
Just in time – all fucking through
So I can't wait for future days
All of the faces – none of the names
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11. |
I Hate You, Please Stay
03:23
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Will I wait for you to leave?
Well yeah, your ways are sickening
But one dimension doesn’t pan out like you
Might expect when you have a crowded shore
I feel what I want just when I want
I do what I want just when I want
I hate what I want just when I want
I forget what I want just when I want
It may transgress logic
But that never concerned me
I look before I leap and now
I need at least another hour of sleep
Your lipstick use is liberal enough
That I shrug my shoulders and wonder where it went wrong
I can’t hide my smile when I see you by chance
Just like disappointment when you begin to speak
Caffeine delusions and delirium
Only can last so long
Now I’ve hit a threshold
And I’m bored singing a stupid song
And call me sucked into your whirlpool
An end of days sick reckoning
Cuz I don’t think it’s wrong, and I don’t think it’s good
And I don’t even think that I should, so, so what?
Will I wait for you to leave?
Well yeah, your ways are sickening
But one dimension doesn’t pan out like you
Might expect when you have a crowded shore
I feel what I want just when I want
I do what I want just when I want
I hate what I want just when I want
I forget what I want just when I want
Torn down the middle the middle between my conscious and subconscious thoughts, urges, and dreams. I wish I had the words to say what exactly that means but all I have are approximations of the idea that sort of gestures to this love/hate sort of feeling that I'm nursing. I wish I could move past this and just settle on a neutrality that won't cause me so many damn problems and so much stupid strife... but I think I like being overwhelmed like this, for whatever reason. It's pretty fucked up.
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12. |
Born Too...
01:59
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Born too early for the end of the world
Born too late not to care
Born too early to feel the rush of the seas
Born too late to see 1 million honey bees
We were all born at just the wrong time
We were all born at the wrong time
Born too late for the British invasion
Born too early for that brand new sound
You wish to be part of some new scene
But in the end it’s just in your fucking dreams
We were all born at just the wrong time
We were all born at the wrong time
Born too early to neighborhood space
Born too late for a FIERY EARTH PLACE
Born too early and barely born at all
Born too late to live without telephone calls
Born in gutter, but still born in the hospital
Born for a person that you'll never ever know
Dying for something you're not sure you believe in
Everyday told about dying for sins
We were all born at just the wrong time
We were all born at the wrong time
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13. |
Billy Jefferson
02:06
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What the fuck?
My life is moving on.
And I might never be used to it
Not even when it finally happens
And I'll never say
My goodbye's to everyone
And wonder what's going to happen now
When things at once will start to happen
But it will still feel like nothing
is even happening at all
Because to live in this moment
Is to later relive these days
As purple and red memories
Daydreams endlessly collected
So I guess
The only way to face this part of life
Is to just begin to
Move on together
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14. |
Bitter Cold
03:07
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I took a liking to the bitter cold last night
It was alright, alright
Saw some short girl take a fall on the pallid ice
It was cooler, coolest
Of a distance she was familiar, and now
I shouldn’t have laughed, have laughed
I really got used to walking on thin ice
I then broke through, fell through
Could I then be pulled out and saved against my will
Shit was trying, trying
And you know my last girl called me a plain ice queen
Slipping, ice melt
If I’m hard ice, then you’re far too soft for me
Too soft, feeling
I scorn sensitivity and chew on emotion
Bitter, white cold
I crickled cracked but you cut me some flack
What’s up, with that?
It’s been a while
I crack a toothy smile
You crack me once
You can’t do it again
I’m black ice and you
You’re far too soft for me
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15. |
Brain Freeze
04:27
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Never start thinking
If at all you ever stop
Cogs, cogs, water rusted
Keep it down
Swallow like your last dinner
No one can hear you speak
Throat with a freezer
There to shut another thought
Keep it down
Swallow into ones' guts an etherium of twisting
Does your pillow not look appealing, lay in it, just lay down now
Lay in it, just lay down
Assimilate bed bound what's on your mind
Go to sleep forever and swallow your dimes (2x)
Keep it down etc. etc.
Swallow forever and ever and ever and ever and etc.
Never start thinking
Don't bother start at all
Trouble enough already
To stand up straight and tall
I only need some fresh air man
Just need a single step outside
Icy water stares down the swelling
I only need some air man
Keep it down
Keep it down
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16. |
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I began to ask the author
What they could have meant by this
But I was talking to a blank page
Because my book didn't know how to end
And suddenly I was crying
At 2 AM on Monday night
With no expectation of its meaning
Call me a sap for prose aesthetic
But someone surreal
Seems so much more real
With short fingers like veins
And eyes like wild fires
So to just self-destruct
Makes my soul fucking erupt
But history just shrugs its shoulders
And my present blinks its eyes in frenzy
And the future thumbs its nose at my past
Because it knows now what I didn't know back then
And apathy calls for a Now & Later
So for a moment I lose myself
In sweet memories
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17. |
Where Are You Now?
01:26
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Where are you now?
Well, I'm pushing a plow
I'll grow the seeds
You were kind enough to lend to me
I'll kiss them as I plant them
And soon they will grow in brown
Oh yeah, Paul is right, I'm down
These seeds lie saying that
They'll be a tree
Now they're dead
And they're laughing at me
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18. |
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You couldn’t keep a secret
Shit yeah - I really mean it
I entrusted you with intel
But your little mouth just slips
But no one would ever believe you
I look just like the rest
Do not take me to court now
Don't start to put me on trial
Because I’ll get the greatest lawyer
And I’ll wear my greatest mask
And both our times will have been wasted
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19. |
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Cutting through the nonsense
To pierce the pulsing heart of truth
What is beautiful if it's contrived?
But to speak it leads to trouble rearing its head?
And you used to be on my side
Before your breathe became a cigarette
And your fingers became 10 little lies who would shoot their mouth on me
Without batting an eyelash, while fumbling the gun
What to be as a role
To be a bumbling aesthete
Pictures becoming words
Painting a philosophy concrete
While as it dries, it dies.
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20. |
Bernard V. Thomas
01:27
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These clears running red
And warfare is set
This time in the winter
Where the streetlights at five
Play figures against the sky
And they fall down
To be the function of combat
Watch the blood fill the streetlights
Midtown is on fire
See bitten skin off in the teeth
Watch the world burn
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21. |
Refusal
01:34
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Black lines recite back all the false verse I spat
OK, fine then, I guess I'm covered there
It's a bit like drowning, breaking
Wave goodbye to those Eight Letters tonight
Silver sharpie stars are sometimes all that's speaking
And they speak in stupid, mumbled stutters
Reflecting back on kicked up lawn shit
And shifted swiftly off the locked door way
And towards blue spheres - simplicity away
(I loved you) I loved you
And that was a problem
I guess it was my problem (I guess)
I loved you and that was a problem
My problem, I guess
Black lines recite back all the false verse I spat
OK, fine then, I guess I'm covered there
It's a bit like drowning, breaking
I gotta wave goodbye to those Eight Letters tonight
Silver sharpie stars are sometimes all that's speaking
And silver sharpie stars are sometimes only whispering
If you could be the star of my eye
Well maybe I won't have to just lay down and die
But I guess refusal just gets me that way
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22. |
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I woke up in the afternoon
As I walked in the kitchen saw you sitting toe-tapping
Heard a stomach growling 3 yards away
I was happy to oblige
Cereal and waffles to start the day
And sweetheart you look lovely may I say
I set the table, meticulous and so well
Was OK with you that I pulled the paper plates out
"About that movie, wasn't it a drag?
Broken plot and the humor was like a wet rag
Was the best time that I had in months
Watching shit movies with a boyfriend on my arm"
Then we got home and listened to the storm
Oops I am so sorry that I spilled syrup on your jeans
I swear it wasn't malice, no that's not what I mean
I never meant to send the message that you need to be more sweet
I'll lend you my shirt today but I'm sure that it won't fit
She then laughed and shook her head
"Now get me a sponge you fucking idiot"
As I walked to get her one
I went and slipped on my own feet
This sponge is yellow, and my favorite color is green
(But that's fine, that's just... it's totally fine)
Oops I am so sorry that I spilled syrup on your jeans
I swear it wasn't malice, no that's not what I mean
I never meant to send the message that you need to be more sweet
I'll lend you my shirt today but I'm sure that it won't fit
I'll lend you my shirt today, girl, but I'm sure that it won't fit
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23. |
Rhinestone Fortune
02:08
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As I walked by
I got a sudden strong urge to say to her;
"You look just like how I think
The girl in 'Diamond As Big As The Ritz' would have looked"
But that would only make sense
To a very select few
Who internalized Fitzgerald's works and would understand that as a compliment
But instead you handed me my change for a 10 dollar bill
We exchanged small smiles of courtesy
Well, that really shouldn't be taken too lightly
When I was 9 I was psychoanalyzed
My dad said, quote, "When you were a baby you went a year without smiling"
So be damn impressed
When I grin and I jest
Because that might just be
Me at my current best
Fallen at this year
From all of my dreams
My beautiful chemical madness
Or so it seems
Oh, and how pretty it could be through a lens
It was really a delight to be utterly mad
But the grid falls down like a longstanding filter removed
Like a star falling down and the temperature dropping
Leaving me in a lot, making angels in the dust
To leave me to the snow, to learn all of what you know
To crawl upon the stone, to see how far there is to go
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24. |
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Something is going wrong
And I don’t know what it is
All the greedy people eating food across the land
Wait until the cows come home
So they can show us how they do it
Theirs is just the noble way
We could save the trees now
But only if we use our hands
And the world could love us
But only if we love it back
You bought all your bathroom tissue at 35 cents a roll
But did you ever bother think 'bout what you brought on mother earth
There’s a way to fix that problem
And keep every party clean
And I'm here to tell you just what that means
We could save the trees now
But only if we use our hands
And the world could love us
But only if we love it back
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25. |
Disappointment
02:24
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Over to a fire fountain
Of bubbling alcohol and regret
How did a young man turn out so
Incomplete of form and mental waste
Can’t trust a beggar with gilded gold
Especially so young but with a brain so old
18 years I’m figuring
That’s it’s too late to go back
Some things just turn out wrong
No mind could be more scattered unless it was blown off across the floor
A walking, talking disaster of remembrance
A slothful crashing of disorganization
An arthritic heart of silence and pale
A nubile life setting fire to the veil
Everybody drops out far too soon
There is no race just a ride to nirvana
He’s probably right
Not going anyplace soon
Mindlessly crawling forward
Until the cliff drops 300 feet down
Leave it up to me
To fall in love with mysteries
Snow day’s false angels start to melt
Like me and you and everything else
Too much of a disappointment
Not living up to much
I have an urge to hop a train
Where pity flowers but it’s just a crutch
Over to a fire fountain
Of bubbling alcohol and regret
How did a young man turn out so
Incomplete of form and mental waste
Can’t trust a beggar with gilded gold
Especially so young but with a brain so old
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26. |
Come In, I Hanged Myself
01:02
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I wish I could just call this
Some sort of insane fit
But how the collarbone met with
My sloped shoulders' pointed ends
It seemed the most darkly beautiful thing
That I believe that I have ever seen
Just got up the bravery this morning
While flying fishes left my fingers
And my dying breath was muttering;
"This is all completely wrong"
Because when I walked all of these lands down
I was painting in the art of being alone
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27. |
THRONE
02:24
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Keep seeing that girl same damn time every day
I follow through with my promise
Made to myself that one time
I feel alone 'cause she don't get me
I'm all alone 'cause she don't get me
Throw this dog a bone
He might just treat it like a throne
Throw this dog a bone
He might just treat it as his throne
Cuz' I'm alone
Just one little laugh
Maybe a glimpse of your past
She's the same girl
How I long to get into her world
But I'm all alone
I could cry 'till the night
But nothing would be left alright
Throw this dog a bone
He might just treat it like a throne
Throw this dog a bone
He might just treat it as his throne
Cuz' I am alone
Does she wear such clothes
To strike a chord
Upset my discord
How I see - want to be a free
Of her band shirts and perfect eyes
I could write on your wall
With a pencil as my soul
But never mind
What that? Alone.
You're not my type - I don't care
Haven't got a type anyway
Wonder why I'm alone
It's pretty obvious why I am alone
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Hi, I'm Little King Trash Mouth. I play ridiculous and sometimes even good songs on guitar and other instruments. I've had too many monikers. Cute firebomb, red roses, ACAB, decolonized and ecological political parity. Most of this music is from manic episodes. ... more
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