1. |
Stupid Sadness
04:14
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Valorizing the bad moods I fall in
Just romanticizes all the worst in life
Tears can’t fill a swimming pool
So what good are they even for,
But great films, orgasms, or watering plants?
I guess my navel was getting mundane
But oh, there I go again
1st person pronouns - me, me, me!
So goddamn sickeningly boring
Waring holes in my shoes through my
Laser eyes beams & former glories
Stupidity is what I’m born from
But that really shouldn’t get much in the way
Nihilism is a swamp of sinking
That makes a struggle everyday
This world’s sort of a mess of bad things
And I guess that’s what’s in the mix
But a whine, long, shrill, and piercing
Is probably not gonna be the fix
It’d be dope to fall in love
Or even feel something even one point adjacent
And I would like to just admit this for one
To get the trouble all off my chest
Yeah and my chest is sunken in, from the hollowness that fills it
I guess honesty is getting boring
So I'll lie to save my face
Oh but that's a lie - or is this a lie?
The rhetoric is dizzying
Wearing holes in my armor
Through bladed tongues & sincere smiles
(No more)
Valorizing all these stupid moods I fall in
Just romanticizes all the worst parts of me
Yeah these tears they can't fill anything at all
So what are they even coming out of here for,
But good films, and good art, and watering plants?
Nothing.
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2. |
A Summer In One Day
01:53
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Sunset train & swelling river
A subway running through the sky
An overcast, a bout of rain
A sun succeeding in the end
Take the city like a peach
And drain the juice, take what you need
World collapsing to a quarter
Spend it on games or abolish all borders
Cloudy showers & beaming skies
Live through each climate in the course of a day
A warm bending air on Manhattan at night
Slow setting Sun takes me back home alright
June’s been so plain that I could just
Forget that it happened & lose nothing at all
But this day has glistened like puddles of sol
And I'll store it in my pocket for days untold
But in the sparkling dusk a book appears of dust
I pluck it like a fruit and suck it on the train ride home
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3. |
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There are no movies in the theatre
It feels like art has taken roost
Up in a tall tree, forever receding
Never to come back
Apathy seeding
When it’s all the same shit
It can get really boring
Never hits, let’s talk of expression
If the planet’s gonna burn
Summer’s gonna last forever
Blockbuster’s from now until the hereafter
By the end of the session
You can start to feel dirty
Hands trembling, stiff neck faced ahead
Eye wide & open-mouthed
Can make you feel dead
Life in lost colors
Without function or device
Paint stroke or a brain stroke -
Let’s dissect innocence
To make something bespoke?
You might as well have not have spoke at all
There is one channel of communiqué
And it seems to be shrinking like a lake
Receding shorelines compressing aesthetics
Praying for rain - sunshine and endless days
Make it right, make it fine
But it won't make it every time
This is not the way I imagined it to be
Make it a two, a four, a five
And don't you dare ever proselytize
You don't really wanna scare them away now, do you?
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4. |
Live Normally
02:20
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There are lots of things
That I don’t even realize
That have come to be expected
But it feels like they’re out of reach
Or were never even real
Bedframes & pillows
Passports, clean shoes, and Zillow
I guess it’s like a language
That’s managed to avoid me
Or I never learned to speak
I guess it’s impossible for me
For me to live normally
Too far along, life still disorderly
Even at it's dullest, can't get it together
If life runs 6 seasons
I'm condemning this weather
There are many things
Written in languages I can't decipher
Everybody's speaking
All these words altogether
And it seems so pretty
But like Spanish I am left out
Nothing more
I'm being bowled
Fire eating this four-leafed clover
Evermore
I'm collecting tickets
I'll miss the show it's on in 5 minutes
I think it’s impossible for me
For me to live normally
Too far along, life still disorderly
Even at it's dullest, can't get it together
If life runs 6 seasons
I'm condemning this weather
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5. |
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There’s a reason that my hair is long
I hate the ritual of cutting it
For appeals to ghosts of social standards
Like they’re not being made by a bunch of dicks
If you wanna make like this sprawl is still to green
Return the strip malls to deciduous
And let the lawns grow to the waist
Maybe then I’ll believe in its ecology
Cuz for now we are drying water up
And hiring workers for its keep
Subjugating all the local flora
For the sake of square green conformity
And moreover it looks like shit
I’ll take the chaos of some clumping weeds
Over the same spread all over countrywide
Disregarding life, looks, and everything
We’re enslaved to fences
And live prostrate at feet of mowers
Just to be more like
Our neighbors, their neighbors, and so on forever
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I sat by a sundown river
And no poems came to me
Quite like they once had
So silvery & easy
Considered my life
The years wasted in high school
And no answers came to me
Except to disappear
Make like a cloud of dust
Get carried down the river
And deposited as sediment
To eventually wash up on the shore
And maybe a kid will skip my soul across
And that throw will be a personal best
Maybe, so I hope, but probably not
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7. |
Flipped Hourglass
02:30
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Time is immaterial
But still time is everything
The schedule we run by
Terminal eventually
My heart keeps calling me a coward
Can't muster the guts to disagree
But still sleep through the alarm
You know what? I'm feeling selfish, I'll cancel my sense of self
(Flipped hourglass
Measuring hours)
Got no real ideas
Just fragments of imagination
I've been drooling on my pillow
When I should have been drooling on you
Sand is a swift procession
A suggestion to futures past
Alive by candlelight & screen
By the end of night a stifled scream
To my imagination
A single flickering bulb of light
Tape playing on loop
Cognition cold soup
These lapses through the glass body
Patterns ever-proceeding
Let the shards aloft
And scatter thinly across the sun-drenched floor
It'll tear my feet open
And bandages will never close
Got no new ideas
Just snatches the world should be
I've been drooling in my sleep now
When my spit should spell sentences
Time is immaterial
But still time is everything
The schedule we run by
Terminal eventually
My heart keeps calling me a coward
Can't muster the guts to disagree
But still sleep through the alarm
You know what? I'm feeling selfish, I'll cancel my sense of self
(Flipped hourglass
Measuring hours)
Got no real ideas
Just fragments of imagination
I've been drooling on my pillow
When I should have been drooling all over you
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Got a new meaning to feeling blue
Over-hours but you're underpaid
And it's like you boss just don't care
The faith that keeps the cogs a-spinnin'
Needs the greaase of blood of patriots
Conned enough to buy the mythos
We got a new angle on seeing red
All over the map and seeping into the land
We got a new way we're all running blood
Storming, overturning, and throwing a fit
And it's like the people don't care
And apathy keeps the money a-flowin'
We grease the cogs of resignation
With the sweat of the working poor
Don't you get sick of being nice? (4x)
Don't it all just get so stupid
And tiring to even think of?
Can you really blame
The fire starters for starting fires?
Or riots for the bodies
Either dead or being drained?
You know I thought that it was good
To just stay in your own damn lane
Maybe I won't salute for the sanctity of this state
When it's all an artifice sandbagging a real change
Is it polite to laugh when the villains lay dead?
When we know it's not for manners that people fashion belief
It's a howl, a dead friend, and the feelings that get left
When living's a wreck and you just need some sleep & rest
Don't you get sick of being nice? (5x)
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9. |
Applied Dentistry
01:47
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If my teeth grew feet
And exited my mouth
That’d be fine
I don’t like the bullshit anyway
Go away
If you’re dreaming and
The teeth clatter to the floor
Let them fall and don’t worry
Then hang yourself from dental floss
Until it snaps
I am sick of everything
And everything’s a waiting sickness
Until I get insurance
Every cut or scrape could be the end
But I don't worry
Let our teeth touch
Unless that is too much
You'll be the braces
You'll be the floss
But you're not saving me
So don't misunderstand
I'm just doing all i can for these teeth
So it's something that I can keep
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10. |
Death Machine
03:03
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If your body is a tool
You better get your money’s worth from it
Bones stick out from stretching skin
Muscles rip & tear & rend
Apart from the exoskeleton
I should have been born with a carapace
To protect me from this death machine
If your life is a story time
You’d better learn to narrativize
Life is not just from 9 to 5
And you’ll break your fingers tryna to climb
Up the clouded peak so high
Skeletons dot the trail along the way
Shoulda been born a simple land so plain
Instead of a byproduct of the death machine
The only comfort comes
In the bricks we’ve laid being set to rot
Believe it or not
Nothing is permanent
Even set in stone is temporary
So let go of all the debt we've been left to carry
‘Cuz when ocean meets rock
What is set becomes upset
Fukuyama gets washed like libraries of old
And every dogma we’ve held fast to
Gets its date in the court of time
Whether we all will see it or not
Should've been born with a gun in my tongue
To shoot down the Hindenburg of this death machine
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11. |
Grey Hair
02:35
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I think it'd be good
If only for self-consciousness
Barely recognize a mirror
Hardly cook full thoughts by now
Allow me the grey hair
A mark of a villain
And live to that code
'Cuz for me this next breath makes futures untold
Blaming the past for the cause of the present
Lay the head of the future to rest immaterial
Silvers and greys in the sky & the mind
Make for a timeline splintered out like split ends
Comb out the knots, braid a new outlook
Condition for beauty - the broken glass of illness
I think it'd be good
If only for my ego's health
A sickening procession
To be put to sleep for now
Allow me a gap year
To want for fifteen
Alive for that whole time
In the crook of a burrow
A harmonious rhyme
Blaming the past for everything's that transpired
Laying flowers to bed in the garden of never
Blues & soft pinks coloring skies to the west
Make for a calm air that reminds me of youth
Button of meaning, zipper difference
The condition for change - catharsis & malaise
I think it'd be good
If only to break up monotony
For a beautiful choir
Form from the dirt of walkability
Allow me a dreamscape
A place comforting & clean
And live for those moments
On this faith that I place
Every sensation serene
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12. |
Never Leave NY
03:11
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Success barometer
Sketched out in coastlines alien
Never know Los Angeles
Or San Francisco's style
Because at this rate I may never leave NY
And sink solitary in the Hudson River
And being carried out to the ocean
Will be my only hope for escape
No sunshine coast but a peninsula
Feeding us into the Mexican Gulf
I may know of being glamourous
Was born of the gutter and there I'll stay
The northwest got rain and millions of me
But somehow that just don't sit right
If there's a house or a coat of arms
I'm forever outside it's strictures
You know at this rate I may never leave Eastern Time
And get absorbed into the Atlantic
And a coarse "fuhgeddaboudit"
The only therapy I need
Maybe it's terribly boring
To scribe your soul in geography
But give me a goddamn choice
And I'll for sure make the wrong one
Love forever misplaced and loyalties misjudged
I have married concepts as per usual
Cold feet at the alter and alone again or... nothing. Just nothing.
I love you for valleys
And the miasma of the city
But resent all that you represent
And have come to since I left
'Cuz at this rate I may never leave New York
You know at this rate I may never leave New York
Just sink solitary into the Hudson River
Get carried out to the Atlantic Ocean
That'll be my only hope for escape
But never mind all of this
It's just a lover's squabble
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13. |
Instant Messaging
01:41
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I hope that it'll go fine
But I really don't
Fire burns the skin
Emotion is tumult
How about being for real
For once in your life?
Or so I say
But don't practice what I preach
Echoes of past
I think I drew this picture once
A pencil sketch to leave
Eraser marks all on my heart
How 'bout you run the car inside the garage?
Doorbell hinges, jars of jelly, I'm just peanut butter toast
I don't say what, just laugh myself dumb
Think it all makes sense but still hate it anyway
Dark prognostications
Fire on my tongue
I am a god casting curses
To have all of this undone
Not lapse a month
I've already got what I want
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14. |
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I'll remove all my fingernails
On the off-chance I may scratch someone
And take every word as sacrosanct
Like it's all written in a book
Prose & poetry can't write themselves
It's like that - only day to day
I wish sometimes that
I could pass away silently while I sleep
And leave a whole wave of malaise
Behind me
Go from old to young - shithead to saintly
To be better in death than ever alive
To consecrate more meaning in my afterlife
4 chords & fabrication
Are the only things I have equipped
Lies are truth enough for now
And every day proceeding forward
Everything is pillows - plush against reality
And facts are filtered toothlessly through this paradigm of whimpering
If all the dreams that we dream come true
They begin to clump into dismay
Life & death betwixt in coils
Wrapped around like DNA
The building blocks of all our lives
In suffering & ecstasy
I lay to rest each dream I had
Like every pet that shaped my life
Each protestation too heavy to life
Life on these terms a hanging scythe
Prose & poetry - 'ya know hey can't float you
So why even cling to them like this?
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15. |
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It's for the worst moments that I make
The infrastructure of my better days
Two nights alone my thoughts turn the very worst
A lifetime alone and a psychology cursed
And if I'll be reclusive
And ever unvaluable
Fashion my thoughts like lollipops
And chew my ears open with hard gum drops
Take these thoughts seriously
Or no one will ever hear them
Crashing into lines beautifully dumb
Working hard to stop feeling anything at all
If my skin peels yeah you know it won't make a difference
And a snake-like self emerges forthwith
I can't see a change proceeding on
Except an ever-worsening pile of songs
And if I'll be reclusive
And my breath coated in sense
Fashion my thoughts like millionaires
Unbind myself from mortal cares
Take these thoughts like jokes
'Cuz not anyone will hear 'em
Crashing into lines lovingly stupid
Cutting the cake & swallowing cupid
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16. |
The Midnight Channel
03:48
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I barely know what I am
So what of the rest of the human race
If I exist then they exist
And if stop to think, that’s overwhelming
Think I saw myself on the midnight channel
And who’s to call for a rescue rope?
Pushed myself in, no hesitation
Guess the fog is coming in tonight
I made some friends and I am grateful
But being honest I neglect them
We all exist & I persist in breathing
And it's pretty bogus
Think I saw myself on the TV lately
Not of me but who I'd wanna be
Fell in backwards slowly faded
And the fog is coming in tonight
I'll not face myself
Heaven falls like snowdown sigils
Signifying that I'm dying
Pale orchid petals & fading flesh
Magatsu Hudson Valley
And the mountains all have eyes that are staring
Shadows keep on crawling
It makes it so tough to keep alive
Making friends with every person
That I may ever come across
Seems like an angle
A goal noble & true
But when I consider people - I'm tired
We are all just making sure
We have a tree for the next night
And a blanket for when the weather's cold
If it's a body, it's fine, we'll take it for now
Think I saw myself on the Midnight Chanel
And who's to call for a rescue rope?
Pushed myself in no hesitation at all
And I guess the fog is coming in tonight
I'm a lover maybe but my romance is jade
Green & unpolished & shaded with dark
Not even to speak jaded, but also that too
It's been so long since I sensed a real spark at all
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I'm so unaffected
And I guess that makes me cool
And by cool of course I mean
Really goddamn stupid
If honesty's a virtue
I'm like a sinner full of salt
Dripping from my pores
And latent in my soul
...You can taste it
But all regardless
My affect is like paper
From which a future stays unwritten
'Cuz I've learned to not make such ambitious plans
If love is like a poem
I've never strung together rhymes
Put out to pasture
And I'm always disregarding signs
Once saw someone staring
And then they disappeared
But I suppose that's alright
I guess I really just don't care
5 more months of dark
In the chamber of solitude
Maybe that's just the thing
To remedy my attitude
But probably not
I'm so unaffected
And I guess that makes me cool
And by cool of course I mean
Really goddamn stupid
...You can see it on my face
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18. |
Shoebox
02:40
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Put it away in the closet
Get it away for good
Cover dead dreams with gasoline
Surrender the good to the hungry true
And stare at the flame
Like a fortune unfolding
There's something to be found
In new beginnings
But maybe I'm just getting slower
And losing faith in futures
But the story's so small like a kiss or a meeting
A smell in the air reminding me of summer
And stare at the shine
Unless you fear going blind
Like sight even matters
In the presence of vision
You know I've been misplacing spells in the books I haven't written
And I've been losing hair in the desire to say something
But it's all so quiet
Slot it away in the attic
An ember or a portrait with age
With nouns are getting stupid it's best to just leave
My soul's in a ticket anyway
To a river fat with leeches and blood as a disease
I am just a sick dog scratching ripping into all of my fleas
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Hi, I'm Little King Trash Mouth. I play ridiculous and sometimes even good songs on guitar and other instruments. I've had too many monikers. Cute firebomb, red roses, ACAB, decolonized and ecological political parity. Most of this music is from manic episodes. ... more
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